Danger - 19H11

I'm sorry that I'm such a coward and can't
talk to you. I'm dreadfully sorry for
leaving you like you are and leaving me
how I am. I'm sorry for the thoughts you
must be thinking and the words I make you
say. And I'm sorry that I can't be there
to help you and you can't be here to help
me. For the nightmares you must be having
and for the feelings you must be sharing
alone. For the nights I've spent with her
and not with you, the promises I'm no
longer keeping, the regrets I'm piling up.
I'm sorry that it's not only you I'm letting
down; it's also me.

For it's also me lying in sorrow by Calvin