I know you well enough to know you'll never love me.

I sometimes worry
that the choices I made
for you
to you and of you
being involved
may not have been wise
taken in consideration
what we've done to each other
what I've done
for you
and what stories written
and told we have
for each other
from our future selves
taken from our past
joys and experiences
that we made
for you.
So I sometimes worry
when I reminisce
on never
and when I say
hello
to my very special self
in the mirror in the dark
and when I say
goodbye
to the choices I made
for you.

Choices Made by Calvin