I'm just sitting here, waiting for the paper boy to bring me some good news.

After letting me down, a friend of mine once told me she thought she was the reason why I had lost my faith in humanity.

I still think about that statement even today.

I wonder, did she not want to be the source? Did she not want to be the reason why? Was she saying this and acting that for selfish purposes? She didn't want the burden? Or did she strictly not want me to lose my faith, and selfish concern was thrown out the window?

Have I lost my faith in humanity? I don't care much for that question. I don't know why.